:) :) :) Hello There :) :) :)

Cool pic eh!?!? I feel as though my life is on a total high slope, things just keep getting better, except from the obvious of Craig Donaghue fancying me (urgh). I feel as though I need no men! I need no Dan, No Lee W, No Lee H, hmmm... I don't know anymore men. Hmmm... All I need is my gurls! That sounds so gay, really gay, what should I care, I am gay. What the fcuk am I talking about. I don't have a flying fcuk why I'm rambling again, I told myself I wouldn't ramble. Not that I talk to myself or anything, I wish someone would tell me to shutup, but polite because I hate people that aren't polite.

:::Long Slience:::

How Cute! I had a sore eye today in Art, so I decided to put my secksay shades on. Then Lee came over and said 'Why have you got sunglasses on?' But he said it like he would to a child. Luke used to that to me. I have to admit i'm not the most mature of people and I am very childish and playful sometimes but there's no need to treat me like a child. It's uncalled for. He is so getting dumped when I can pluck up the courage to do it!

This blinkie is made especially for Laura J, cuz she's a bit of a dreamer and guys think she's dreamie! I think she's dreamie and she rules, www.xanga.com/laughinglaura take a look, that's her xanga. She likes readin my diary so she can tell every1 at school what I think about and all my secrets lol!

Gonna go now, got nothing to talk about!

Gem

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I'm in a playful mood! I wanna play ruff and tumble, grr! I wanna play ruff and tumble with Craig David, Joel Madden, Mark Durden-Smith, Daniel Bedingfield, Dan Caus... Said too much lol! Nah lol, I did that just to impress him coz I no he reads this just incase I do write anything about me :)  You know who I fancy a bit of this week? That Mark Durden-Smith, the one who hosts the ITV 2, I'm a celebrity Get me outta here thing. He's hot!

Oh my gosh! I just found out he's older than my mum! Why the hell does that keep happenin to me it's like a fricking re-occuring dream!!! He is too cute to be 34! No! All the cutest guys are in their 30s! How annoying.

I'm going to send a text to Lee, See i have reached my very end of boredom!!! I'm going to get my fone... You like my blinkie? Ok I'm txting. Never mind, forget it i'm not desperate enough to text my 'boyfriend'.

Bad news! Laura J Spilt with Dan Costigan and Brookey B split with Lee Harvey. But Kelli C is getting engaged! To Ricki D! He's not moving after all and they are getin engaged. Awwww. I'm goin to get engaged. To Mark Durden-Smith   I'm feelin like a bit of a secksay chica Up 4 a ruff & tumble!

Sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bored.

Sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bored

This is the only thing that i can do...

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How kewl is that

That is Even Cooler isn't it? say goodbyes to blUe Cuz Im going to play with my tag-board fingy! I like doing that! Dan's tagging so i will too. If you are reading now pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeease Tag!

AML
LYL
LOL
Gemma

aka

Secksay Chica

Chica Bonita

The Loud One

Katy's Mate

The Phantom Snoggg-Meister (thanx Lee H)

I need a wee

I need a wee! I need a wee! I need a wee! I need a wee! I need a wee! Dying For a Pee! I'm listenin To JRT, Rock your body and I was dancin and now I needs a pee! I hope you like the carebear, got SATS soon, more reason to pee! Next post i should have blinkies, a little blinkie saying taurus, it's real cool!

loadza love

Gem

Craig David, fairs and missing

Hope you like the moving Britney Spears cuz I think It is way cool, you are free to steal it cuz I didn't make it, I wouldn't know how... Well it's Thursday! I haven't wrote in here for a while, but me laura, sarah and Ruth went to see Craig David on the 30th, we stood for over 3 hours! He was really good though and talk about Joel Madden Being Hot, Craig David is a vision of hotness in the flesh! He is so fit and talented!

Ok, I'm going to the fair on sunday, hence why I said fairs at the top. I miss Mikee, I haven't heard from him for two weeks. I'm sure he has a reasonable explanation and i don't think he realises exactly how much I care about him. Do I have a reasonable explanation for missing the woolly socks off him? I keep reading the emails he sent ages ago and saying to myself any minute now, he'll log into MSN and you can chat for hours and you can arrange your next holiday so you can see him again. But then again who the frigging hell am I kidding.

I shouldn't be allowed friends because they all just leave me one by one by one

Gem

                      Xanga Premium

Wahoo! I went on my AOL this morning and I got an email from all the guys at www.xanga.com and i read it and I have been given a free trial of Xanga Premium! I quite like it but I'm reckoning that it's nothing special. I might get it I dunno. Because i can upload images without having the URL of them...

I have loadsa LJs to show you! Today I still had no word from Mikee or Philly. It's Mikee's birthday tomorrow and he's going to be [not telling you] years old. I've sent him an e-card and if i've had no word by Sunday, I'll send him another one to say how much i'm missing him. I might send Philly one actually.

I lurve Joel Madden! I love Joel madden, he takes all the pain of my life being boring away from me.

Loadza love

gemma x